I was deathly afraid and powerless
He was dangerously calm and cool
He said Walk with me
I Walked with him
He said breathe
I breathed
He watched
No, he said
Like this
He lifted his shirt
Pointed to impossible abs
Flat black carved in marble
Watch
I watched
Powerfully he inhaled the sun
By God his abdomen exploded
By powerfully I mean
Beyond measure
By exploded
I mean now
Feel this within yourself
In exquisite vibrant cellular ecstasy
Your navel, pinched between God’s thumb and forefinger
from deep within your belly being ever so slowly drawn
As the string on a bow, preparing to launch forth an arrow
While God’s other hand is wrapped around your spine
Instead of breathing
Imagine being breathed
Being breathed by God
Being breathed as He
Or if you prefer
As She
Steadily pulls the string
Attached to you from infinity
Pulling, pulling, pulling
Drawing you out of yourself
Calling your life force
All the way home
Imagine God inhaling you
Inviting you to remember
A long, slow, deep, diaphragmatic breath
Steadily drawn by His hand
Inhale long and slow as you can
From way deep down in your belly
Now pause
Be still
Hold this precious breath
Suspend the diaphragm
Suspend the moment
Tune in
Take it in
Take it all in
Everything and every time and every where and
Remember...
Now and every other moment
Allowing your Self to snap back to within
This most precious gift of a body (your body)
Your precognitive somatic awareness
The feeling...
Of being...
ALIVE!
Let FLY!
Exhale!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Imagine God has released His grip on you!
See what you will do!
Imagine your soul His arrow
From nobody to pharaoh
What do you want done?
Who will you become?
Take it in
Let it go
Let your soul arise
Let your diaphragm relax
Cut your spirit loose
Let your back bone slide
And repeat
Breathe
Inhale
Exhale
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p
a
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d
Contract
Breathe, Baby
That’s It
Inhale
Hold on
Exhale
Let go
Now step it up
Feel it in your cells again
This time short
Staccato sniffs
4 in
4 out
In, in, in, in
Out, out, out, out
repeat
In, in, in, in
Out, out, out, out
Repeat
Flow, flow, flow, flow
Ebb, ebb, ebb, ebb
And fill ' er up again
Breathe in
Breathe out
Now slowly in for 8 beats
Breeeeeeeaaaathhhhe innnnnnn
Suspend
Now slowly out for 8 beats
Breeeeeeeaaaathhhhe ouuuuuut
Command
Now steady on for 8 beats
Flooooooooooooooooooow innnn
Now steady off for 8 beats
Eeehhhhhhhhhhhhhbbbbb ouuut
Repeat
Ad infinitum
That’s It
Fortunate Son
Beloved Daughter
There is only one rule
Keep Breathing
~ breathe
November, 1995
US Virgin Islands
Poem & Photo © Michael Highstead